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I'm Not The Picture You've Painted In Your Head

by Chad Hoy

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1.
Whisper 04:30
Look at me, am I diseased? Look at my face, is it riddled with hate? I know that we're different, could we ever be the same? and if I did contrive that would you whisper my name Would you whisper, would you whisper my name Do we all end up in a paradise far away? Or do we fall headfirst into darkness with no memory? Would you whisper, would you whisper my name Are we living, or is this a figment? Will I accept it, or will I not know I existed? Would you whisper, would you whisper my name
2.
Faking It 03:50
There she goes walking out the door I said don't forget the thing that you forgot before She said, how could I ever leave? Ever leave? At least that's the dream I've been having When I close my eyes, it's all I can see I want, I want you oh so bad Wish I could say that with all the confidence I have But the problem is, I've been faking it Without your hand Without your kiss I live for you moments like this She said, I don't know what to believe, just don't leave At least that's the dream I've been having When I close my eyes, it's all I can see I want, I want you oh so bad Wish I could say that with all the confidence I have But the problem is, I've been faking it Should dreams mean anything? Can we ever dream honestly?
3.
I could not lie this time for the thousandth line I've given you And I still see your face when I close my eyes I lose my strength thinking about all that I could have done for you I'll tell the truth, you're all I'll ever want That is you, now never forget You're all I want You're all I want and now I have my regret For the thousandth time For the thousandth lie I'll never leave these thoughts alone And now I'll tell myself I want somebody else but we both know I can't forget you You're all I want But I worked my mind, found some hidden rind of confidence Told you I wanted you, you said you did too, but this will never end You're all I want And now I see the horizon beyond your face Beyond your face
4.
You Don't 04:53
You hide your fears in the bottom of a bottle And look to me like I'm some upstanding model But I'm not the picture you've painted in your head And we'd both agree these thoughts are better left unsaid I try, I try try, I try try. You don't, you don't don't, you don't don't When I speak it seems you don't really listen And all my words fall under your clause of self-omission Because you're always right, you hear no one's position You do what you want, and of your own volition I try, I try try, I try try. You don't, you don't don't, you don't don't You were never there for me, but still I tried
5.
Timing 04:13
I know timing's everything You won't wear my diamond ring Woke up that morning with you by side I could have stayed in that moment, but you asked me for a ride I know timing's everything You won't wear my diamond ring You left your change in my car and I'm afraid to take it out 'Cause when I put it in my jar, I'll know there's nothing more to be upset about When you feel something you've got to run Why can't it be to me? I know timing's everything You won't wear my diamond ring

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released July 31, 2017

Mastered by Stephen Lee Price. Produced, Mixed, and Engineered by Anderson Kursonis. Select lyrics and arrangements by Anderson Kursonis. Acoustic, keys, and strings arranged/performed by Anderson Kursonis. Bass performed by Alan Murphy; Electric Guitar by Ross Brown; Drums by Mike Pattengale. All artwork by Corey Purvis. All songs written and performed by Chad Hoy.

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